Ok..ok. So contrary to my previous post, your boyfriend MIGHT actually be cooler than mine. Why you ask? Well, probably because I don't actually have one anymore. Yea...I got dumped today. It sucked.
Instead of just coming out and saying "hey..we have this problem" I was subjected to 2 full days of being ignored. Now I don't mean to say that he didn't call me. No, this all happened while we were together for the past 2 days. He didn't wanna touch me, he was distant. It was odd. Honestly, I spent the night at his place on Wed. and if I had driven myself, I would have just left. It was just...weird. So after going through all that, today after we go out for breakfast, we pull back into my drive way and I ask him whats up. And...yea..so now that he knows he can get girls and he has his confidence...he wants to see what else is out there. Grrr...I guess... Oh, and kissing me was apparently just like kissing a friend. Now, I can understand that, I honestly have friends I can spend all night making out with, and in the morning feel absolutely nothing intimate about. But...I dunno. I really don't see where he got that. There was a connection there..lol one that I am damn sure he felt too at some point. But anyways...that was that. He had mentioned us being friends cuz he thinks I'm a cool chick, I just don't see that happening. I would love if it could, hangin out with Alfie was always super fun. But, I liked him. I mean...really, really liked him. Still do (shhh don't tell) so I know that if I'm around him, I'll just wanna kiss him, I wont be happy when he starts dating again, and that does not a good friendship make.
After all that, he left. I went in my room, got in bed and cried. For a total of 3mins. I'm not that girl who lays in bed all day, crying over a boy. Ok, maybe I am lol, but I just didn't want to cry. To myself, crying is a form of weakness. After everything that Kevin put me through...yea..I had my fair share of crying. And even though my heart needed some mending, I didn't want to just spend all day being upset. So I called Lee. He didn't answer, but when he finally called me back, we put some plans into motion. At first it was just Cafe 50's (lol..which Alfred and I had JUST left...but I wanted a sundae) Boondock Saints, and then drinking. However, over our food...we decided that since Flogging Molly was playing at the Anaheim House of Blues...and EVERYTHING can be cured by a FM concert...we decided to skip the movie, and go see the show.
First, we stopped by The Greatest...which is OUR bar! We love this place, they know how to pour a drink! And it's uber relaxing, nothing stuck up or fancy :)
Then we headed ALL THE WAY to f'ing Anaheim, and bought tickets from a scalper lol (my boobs totally helped!) And then, we headed in for the show. It was FANTASTIC! The energy, the love, the flow, it's addicting! I actually did a bit of "harder" core moshing than I had the night before and ended up losing my shoe during the first song! So out of the mosh pit for me, but we still partied pretty hard :) I'm so glad we went, FM is amazing! I got to uber flirt with the bartender, and jump up and down till I thought I was gonna puke!
Basically, while the breakup sucked ass, Lee and I apparently know how to do breakups RIGHT!!
It will take some time, and then I will be all over it, I'm looking forward to that.
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