I suppose everyone has to have them. My life can be as epic as I want it to be, but not every day is going to rock my face off...I just wish bad/stressful days didn't come all together. Or, maybe thats better...get them all out of the way. I hope it works like that.
On Monday, I got a pretty awesome call, Kim was in Vegas at the WVC (Veterinarian conference) and needed me to come out the next day and help. Yay! First business trip ever! I was super excited...couldn't wait! Then..after a hectic morning..I got to the airport 1minute to late to check in...after US Airways website wouldn't work. So they waited 15mins to let me through..and then when I finally did make it to the gate..they had JUST closed the doors. I was livid. I called Kim...and she was mad. Now...people get upset all the time. It happens..but Kim is probably 2nd on the list of people I hate upsetting. I was in tears standing at the airport, and my day was just kinda down hill from there. Then come to find out..the original flight I was supposed to be on, was oversold anyways! I wouldn't have made it on to begin with! I finally got on a standby flight a couple hours later, ran my ass off to the conference, and made it there about noon. Then had to work till 7..then dinner till 9! I was a tired girl..and just went straight to bed. Then got up...did the conference again and came home. I don't think I would be so stressed if I hadn't made Kim upset...it's just a sucky feeling cuz I do everything possible to keep her happy and stress free. I'm there to unstress her..not make it worse. I'm sure she's forgiven me..I mean it wasn't even my fault but meh...still sucky.
And for me...stress = anxiety. Things that I haven't even been worried about...like at all, are just making my mind go crazy. A boy in particular..yea I know..it's always boys. I'm just in uncharted territory lol..which I've never liked. It's been odd...because I'm kinda just waiting for said boy to be "ready" and usually that would drive me nuts..but I even mentioned something to my grandma just last night that I don't mind waiting this time. Which..is odd for me. But today..it's all just hitting me..and my mind is going a mile a minute. I hope it gets back to normal soon...cuz I was liking that unrushed, calm thing. It's really nice.
Hopefully catching up on Lost and Big Love is the answer.
No, not the answer to life, the universe, and everything else.
That..is 42
